This saturday will go to Miri play for a week... At first I feel excited then was planning to give him a surprise but..... But he suddenly say will going to sg work make me suddenly feel sad n down.. Totally no mood to do anything. All those surprises suddenly don't feel like continue it, disappeared within a second. Feel like a fireman had put off the fire inside my heart. I'm speechless.. Really speechless...
Even though I know and I understand that even after he graduate also will not 100% work at Kuching but still will feel sad.. Think this is what had people said 'greedy'... But what to do, that is the fact, he got his own life n road to go, no one can stop him or change anything.. All that I can do is respect his decision and wish him luck and believe him...
Suddenly feel hot suddenly feel cold really will make people easy get sick... Hope I got a stronger antibiotic to prevent i fall sick.. Pray hard...
Even though I know and I understand that even after he graduate also will not 100% work at Kuching but still will feel sad.. Think this is what had people said 'greedy'... But what to do, that is the fact, he got his own life n road to go, no one can stop him or change anything.. All that I can do is respect his decision and wish him luck and believe him...
Suddenly feel hot suddenly feel cold really will make people easy get sick... Hope I got a stronger antibiotic to prevent i fall sick.. Pray hard...
2 comments:
well.. sorry to let u down... i also not sure how also... have a feel been force by friend to go also... but maybe will go have a look. stay a month there half visiting singpura half find job. for me actually can find a job at singapura or not is not important... but at singapura maybe can earn lao po ben faster that's all. i'll discuss with dad after i back kuching then only decide. Sorry to let u down.
nvm... get used to it already.. now i din put too much hope on u.. or what should i say.. is no put any hope or don dare to put any hope on u.. now what can i do is only respect n accept yr whatever decision..
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