Monday, March 22, 2010

dead....

1 night happened a lot of things.. suddenly realize i wear mask that even me myself also donno; inside my heart have a black hole tat even me myself don realize; break with my boyfriend.......
i cried whole night, talk whole night but still cant go out from the sadness... finally make a decision but why i still feel sad and down? Think is my heart dead jor..

Now the only thing i can do is to make myself busy with assignment but still failed to do so.. haha~ useless.. Maybe i should not think too much and follow my decision, maybe will make me feel a lot better.. YES!! I should do that.. I should not keep feel sad.. What i should do now is complete my study and take good care of myself well.. Others i should not care.. What should i do now repair!! Become a doctor pula.. lolz~ should b architect de leh.. hahaa~~

2 comments:

TheTramp said...

Gambathe, i'll work on the repair work too. So lets work hard together.

Chi-tigger said...

ok.. but so far i jus saw u don wan lo.. haha~ donno la.. maybe is u too tired or wat.. anyway.. i will still wait a period of time.. if i still feel u being force to be with me then mayb i will request we stop a while... i don wan keep splash by cold water..