it had been a week after the midterm break. it was a long week for me, like a month had gone. this week, i seldom contact him, can say 1 day only talk for 5 minutes or less. it a good thing or bad? i wondered. feel so miss him but when want to talk to him there will have a voice beside my ear telling me not to find him coz he need time to do his assignments and rest but another voice beside my another ear telling me to find him coz im her gf, i can always talk to him whenever i want. these 2 voices always make me suffered and tired. but in the end i still let the rational take over, dont disturb him, let him do whatever he want without any disturbance. all i can do is just smile happily to him and hug him when he feel tired and stress...
suddenly feel so lonely.. heart feel tired and empty. hope thi feeling wont last long.. now what can i do i just focus on my assignments, dont think of other thing until holiday.. use busy to fill the empty space. everyday burried myself inside busy.. 
October, November, December... left 3 more months then will step into 2010.. Hhhmmmm..... what are the wishes i had make this year and what had done and what haven done? better go and check a while.. anything havent done must use these 3 months to done it so that wont left any regret in my life.. ^^ ( must think other thing, if not will gone crazy.. haha~ )
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